Declaration from perception!

Catalog of reasons!

Narcissist, I Forgot To Tell You Something I haven’t left you yet. Don’t think it’s simply because I love you. It’s because I still believe you love me back. I am hopelessly unaware your heart doesn’t hold mine.

That it can’t attach itself to me. I don’t understand I am something you acquired along the way. I think I am your girl, your love, your very best friend. I think you can’t live without me.

Because I can’t live without you.

I still believe in you. I don’t yet understand good and evil can reside within one person.

I choose to mistake evil for anger.

I believe your words. Even if your actions contradict them.

I’m still trying to figure you out. I see the best in you. Even if you confuse me. I haven’t been introduced to fear, manipulation, and control even though they lurk between us.

I am too busy making your world go round to see it.

I don’t realize you lack confidence, my handsome charmer projects it.

I am selflessly giving and unaware of selfishness.

I don’t sense your fantasy world because you play well in reality. I place you on a pedestal so there’s no need to ask for praise. I understand your ability to get what you want but confuse this with success. I don’t think of the word empathy. I don’t realize it’s missing.

I haven’t yet experienced the severe anger of the emotionally abusive bully. I know strictly tears. I have only met two different people residing within one. My guy, my love, my very best friend And a stranger who looks like him.

One who can’t attach himself to me. I see the contradiction. I anguish, I lament, I drift between love and abandonment. I hide the bad in favor of your good. I suppress my sanity in exchange for your craziness. I see you but I don’t believe you Even though you keep showing me who you are. I can’t live without you.

Because I still think you can’t live without me. I won’t give up on you. I have attached myself to your heart. I will fight for you not grasping your ability to win. I will foolishly beg your attention.

I’ll remind you…I’m your girl, your love, your very best friend. I will root for you. I will continue to see the best in you. I will believe in the impossible. I will sacrifice all of me, and then some. Because I love you!

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