*The awakening*
So many things to be grateful for, 2020 isn't a year I'd like to revisit in my entire existence. This year 2021 took off in a shallow but gradually making sense. I had to withdraw myself from the outside world to work within my subconscious self.
This made me gain a whole lot of knowledge about what's going on and happening to me. It made me understand that am currently going through a transitional period ( moving from a repeatedly circle of life to a whole new circle) . I feel both mental, physical and spiritually awakening of my subconscious self (Gaining in maturity).
I understood things that previously seemed blunt and unclear, everything became familia, (situations, obstacle's, difficulties) things that previously seemed so overwhelming sudden became nothing (Just like i took up an elderly cap).
*The chariot of purpose*
My purpose became clear and my vision and dreams became so realistic if i put the needed energy and hardworkings and invest smartly on the importance of achievement. I see myself walk through two paths, that of business success and emotional stability.
It has never been easy to express my deep feelings how I'd have wanted to even when i try it just doesn't work. Im always been misjudged and misinterpreted but it doesn't get to me though it hurts sometimes because am human and i have feelings as well but im way far matured to also understand that im responsible for my mental peace and it doesn't matter whatever opinion anyone has about me hence am doing good and hurting know one they all can talk as much as they want and it will simply still make no meaning.
*Balanced state of tranquility*
I so much love the state im currently in though i feel less love and more diplomatically principled but it feels good as well because it drives the unwanted and draws close the needful. I don't reject neither do i ask for more. I always like to be alone because that's the only time i connect with my higher self, I don't feel alone but i feel inspirationally graceful.
It gives me the opportunity to appreciate in private of my abondance and things around me be it nature, air every single thing that has kept me going. I feel peace, tranquility and it fills the void that i can't always control everything and get people to understand me.
I often forget that am off this world when am alone and it gives me a whole fresh new zest. I may be using teams that natural am not supposed to use but that's the level of my switch and maturity. It's not just words but emotions been put to writing.
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