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My Dairy: Hidden thoughts and perception of my reality

Reference fact

We're in a world ruled by money, quantity and influence which means without labour and intense hardworkings you'll never be recognized nor get what you actually deserve. 


  • State of acknowledgment

I work on my pace and no one can make or influence my values or beliefs. Going through life's struggle build's a certain pattern and makes you walk through your own designed vision. Through pain and struggles inspiration emerge creating and paving way for your intuition to come into play with the guidance of your higher self. 


  • Universal fact

Fate has a way of aligning you with destiny and nothing is ever certain nor by chance. Whatever you face today has already been destined by fate to happen. 


Certain people are not meant to be in our future its either they're present to teach a lesson nor to make you believe in the future that's meant to be, whatever that informs you forms you. 


The creator in his infinite mercy has been so kindhearted to design love to concer all but i find it so hard to love not even to the very one am attracted to. It seems all charterd but amist all life's thick and thin i still find ways never to give up because quitting is never an option.


  • Reality check

No one is ever willing to help nor lend a helping hand but I’m so built to sail not for the calm seas but the stormy oceans to navigate through my skilful mind and ability to be proactive in mist of chaos and this approach has really built-in a handful of resilience and inner strength that makes me command so much respect and admiration even in situations that seems trapped i still find ways to manover. 


  • Dominant Trait 

I'm a bit impulsive and arrogant, i won't deny that fact and slightly possessive but this traits have proven to be my best and only verified guide and shield in time's of chaos which has thought me that perseverance and calm headed approach is the best and only key to express and execute a well thoughtful plan in any given state. 


  • Fun fact

Throughout my years of struggling both financially and otherwise its has been a lifetime support for me which has made me believe that no one can ever bring me to my knees not if i allowed it. 


Friends really made me believe that i need no one but just myself because you only enjoy accolades when you're made not when you deserve it.

  • Perspective factor

Am always keen to my environments and whom I let close though still never leaving my observatory instinct because i trusted to much more that i shouldn't have and i really paid a grave price and also learnt my lessons. There's a saying that states ( whatever that dose not deform/break you informs/makes you stronger) . 


We're the master piece of our fate believe it or not  we walk through our journey's alone, no one really cares and promises sweet are lies.

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